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Royal London School Of Gape - Unit 3: Self Hypnosis, Pain, and Submission

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To bridge the gap between the mind and the body, I bound him with ropes into his service position.
To bridge the gap between the mind and the body, I bound him with ropes into his service position.

---- MY TAKE ----


My student has returned. In previous sessions, we focused on the fundamentals: posture, oral service, pain tolerance, and the precise enunciation of his duties. This time, however, Charlie —a junior Master— was shadowing the session.


The student arrived with homework: a mantra to be memorized and lived.

"I am holes to be filled
and skin to be marked.
Bound by silence and duty,
I am inadequate,
yet unstoppable.
Eternal frustration, and desire to please."

Our goal was to make these words sink deep. His tasks for the evening were: serving fine wine to the young Master, offering himself for a caning demonstration, and acting as a human tray for biscuits and glass. While his capacity for the cane has improved significantly since our first meeting, his voice still lacked grounded intention. Consequently, his service was simply performed, not lived.


A mantra is not merely said; it must be interiorized. To bridge the gap between the mind and the body, I bound him with ropes into his service position —a living, human tray— and forced him to wisper his lines again and again. While whipping him. This is the meaning of "unstoppable" within his mantra: the ability to maintain the service, in spite of discomfort.


Slowly, the transformation occurred. He repeated every syllable with hypnotic precision, finally inhabiting his role of servitude, and canvas for my whip.

His finest achievement to date.


Next time, we will get more advanced with shibari, and whips.




---- SLAVE'S TAKE ----


I have just attended my latest training session. Upon entering the training space this time, I was introduced to Junior Master Charlie. After the initial greetings, I stripped naked before the two Masters. As I did not have a cage, Master had prepared another device; however, due to my extra weight, it did not fit around my waist. This left me feeling inadequate from the start. My punishment and humiliation involved remaining totally naked and exposed for the next two hours.


I was instructed to walk onto the discipline floor, turn around, and face my Master for inspection. Throughout the session, Junior Master Charlie sat in his chair, taking notes on everything. I began by repeating the lines I had been assigned to learn. Although I had memorized them, Master was dissatisfied, noting that I was not putting enough meaning into the words.


I was then instructed to face the wall, place my hands against it, and present myself to the cane. I was required to continue repeating my lines throughout. At one point, I had to recite the phrase, "I am inadequate yet unstoppable," many times. Master caned me with increasing intensity and introduced his new Chinese whip. He also provided instruction to Junior Master Charlie, advising him on the correct technique for whipping a servant. Both my backside and my back were becoming well-marked.


At a certain point, Master made me walk to the kitchen to write my lines on a piece of paper before returning to the wall to recite them again. After further time spent under the cane and whip, Master decided to check my serving standards. I was instructed to:

  • Open a bottle of wine and pour two glasses.

  • Present a glass to Junior Master Charlie.

  • Maintain a strictly controlled posture and attentive behavior.

  • Stand naked by Junior Master Charlie’s chair, ensuring I did not spill a drop.

  • Offer a plate of biscuits to Junior Master Charlie.


Master then introduced something new. I was asked to sit naked at the side of the Junior Master’s chair, where I was blindfolded and slowly bound with rope. I was tied so that I could not move and had to hold a specific position. Occasionally, Master pulled on a rope to ensure I maintained my posture. The plate of biscuits was then placed in my hands; I had become a human table. Master continued to make me repeat my words as I felt the sting of the new whip.


After being untied, I was made to sit on a small footstool and bound in a new position. This time, I had to whisper my lines while Master continually used the whip. I was then required to demonstrate my oral skills; while Master noticed a slight improvement, he made it clear that I must do much better—specifically regarding depth and opening wider.

Finally, with my upper body bound, I was partially suspended from the bamboo sticks on the ceiling. Unable to move my arms and with my backside totally exposed, I had to fully present myself for a final caning. Master delivered six very hard strokes, followed by an additional six as a reward.


The session concluded there. Master is incredibly skilled and professional, and it was a privilege to have Junior Master Charlie present. I left feeling suitably humiliated and eager for more. I am both excited and nervous—in the best possible way—for my next training session.


Thank you both. 🙏

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