SM Journal

Some personal and emotional questions I have to ask myself before every TK are: How far do I want my heart to be from your heart? Where should my eyes go? How and when do you breathe? How fast and far do I want to get close to your nipples?

This submissive asked me to target their ADHD with a heavy mummification session...

“If someone comes to you with body dysmorphia, they will leave with narcissism.” A masochist of mine said it as a joke, but they meant it, and since then it has stayed with me.

Some plugs are better than othes for long wear Anal Training requires homeworks. We won’t make progress without that; you can’t just show up expect results. Anal Fisting is a major slutty physical effort, you basically want to be an anal athlete and this requires discipline and a Dom who is also an experienced Anal Coach. Materials must be right, the lube must be suitable and lube technique is an often underestimated skill. Finding the right position and angle, the right rota

Flagellation was named "the English Vice" by French prostitutes who encountered wealthy English travelers. Growing out of the country’s long-standing reliance on corporal punishment in schools and institutions, it has deep roots in Britain.

Heavy Mummification is the art of slowly removing all senses and all possibilities, one layer at a time. No choices. No reactions. Away with the noise, the chaos in the head, the restless hum of identity. Only existence; a silent piece of art in the caring hands that create it.

Being caned is about discipline, endurance, and offering oneself butt properly to any use. Calibration and punishment, in one clean lesson.

A reflection on two kinds of whippings, one born of S-M love and trust, the other focused on sensation.

Electro Butt Plug. What surprised him wasn’t endurance but how the electro buttplug made him feel: as if he were being fucked by an unstoppable bull.